Going back to work

This really sucks! I go today to get released to go back to work TOMORROW! I'm not to keen on this. I stayed home with Owen till he was 9 months old and Madison was almost 4 months. So to be going back to work when my baby is 5 WEEKS old is basically killing me. The ONLY reason I know I can do it is because she will be home with Hal all day. Most days I'm home by 1:00 so that helps too. He keeps telling me it will be good for me to go to work but I really don't know how good it can be to already be stressed out and then go to work and deal with 18 more kids! I'm only going back because #1 We need me to finanically. Hal is still off work and we are not going to make it much longer with me being off. Even then it's a struggle with all these newly accured expenses. #2. By going back earlier, I can use more time to take off for Paige's appts and surgeries. I'm not taking off for NAM adjustments as those are literally a 15 minute appt but I will DEFINITLY be there for any other appts.

So this is my last day home. :( I'm going to go hang out with Owen at school for a little while, head to Dr. F (OBGYN) and then hang out with the kids the rest of the night. And then relax enjoying Grey's Anatomy tonight, that's if I don't fall asleep first. LOL

As for Paige, she slept REALLY great last night. 6 hours, woke up for 45 minutes and then slept another 4.5 hours. So I think the cereal in her bottle is helping. She barely spit up at all when I fed her.

Hope everyone is well. I am looking forward to going back to the land of the adults but it's painful to be leaving my babies.